Found her in the basement

My mother passed away at the age of 96. She was demented, and had forgotten all her demons and depression.
That was good and comforting, she died very peacefully.
It wasn't always like that.
Years ago I fond her in the basement of her house, she had attempted suicide, which thank God was unsuccessful.
I have not yet processed this traumatic experience.
Here is a graphic from 2019, I created it during several weeks of therapy.
It is a very different style than all my other work shows.
Of course it is.

Drawn with oil pastels on cardboard paper.